Sianz!
04 Feb 2012 No Comments
Why did I work so hard for? So that I can reach my goals and fulfill my dreams. I have done all I could and I am so near my dreams. But people around me will never allow me to fulfill my dreams.
Hiding my heart away!
03 Dec 2011 No Comments
So this is how the story went
I met someone by accident
That blew me away
That blew me away
It was in the darkest of my days
When you took my sorrow and you took my pain
And buried them away, you buried them away
And I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face under the morning sun
But like everything I’ve ever known
I’m sure you’ll go one day
So I’ll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
And I can’t spend my whole life hiding my heart away
I dropped you off at the train station
And put a kiss on top of your head
I watched you wave
I watched you wave
Then I went on home to my skyscrapers
Neon lights and waiting papers
That I call home
I call it home
And I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I’ve ever known
I’m sure you’ll go one day
So I’ll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
And I can’t spend my whole life hiding my heart away
I woke up feeling heavy hearted
I’m going back to where I started
The morning rain
The morning rain
And you know I wish that you were here
But that same old road that brought me here
Is calling me home
Is calling me home
And I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I’ve ever known
You’ll disappear someday
So I’ll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
And I can’t spend my whole life hiding my heart away
Hope.
25 Nov 2011 No Comments
I have always believed that I am a very rational being. However, some things I do just completely don’t make any sense at all. I know that things will never be the way I want it to be with you but I still keep holding on. Deep down inside I have this small sense of hope that it still might happen. I have told myself numerous times to give up and even did quite a few times. However, I find myself back at square one again and again.
Either there must be something about you that I just can’t seem to let go or maybe it is just me. Whatever it may be, I know I can’t keep holding on for much longer. Even as I write this post, my mind is full of contradictions. I want to write that I should just give up on it but another part of me says that I should just wait and hope. Living between the lines of reality and hope.